"Penyesalan"
Fun meme gak sih pasti ada yang inget candaan "kenapa penyesalan selalu ada dibelakang?... ya kalo di depan namanya pendaftaran" haha lucunya ya karna itu bener. I don't eally sure cause you know, aku masih kategori young enough to make mistakes hahha another excuse. Tapi,.. ya gak sih, umur dua puluhan itu masa lu coba hal yang dimana lu lolos pas masa rawan before 20's, kayak ya misal gak lulus SMA, DO, marriage by accident, going to prison, becoming addict, dan seterusnya. If you pass that then another life begin. When you need to meet the world called Reality.
By now, aku nyesel why i'm not become A student, not hungry enough to get good grade, cause i think pinter akademik itu not define sukses. Ya emang enggak sih, tapi aku ngerasa kayak holding myself from my true potential soalnya i do loved to learn a lot, i just don't wanna let anybody findout, cause learning is boring, and showing to other that you know is even worse. Sekarang i realize betapa salahnya pemikiran kayak gitu. Tapi ya namanya juga penyesalan makanya ada dibelakang, I'm not going to blaming my self, even if i do, thats the praise i have to pay because i don't know, but karna sekarang udah tau bahwa i do not suppose to do that, and do the opposite isntead, so for now on to fix that kind of feeling, i decided to never ever ever holding my self to do the right thing and good thing, which i know i suppose to do, not with any reason.
Katanya buku-buku dan advice dari orang-orang tua, kebanyakan orang menyesali hal yang gak mereka lakukan dari pada hal yang mereka sudah lakukan. Biasanya juga kalo kita reuni sama temen lama, pasti yang diomongin hal-hal yang sudah dilakuin, even when its stupid, tapi kita tetep cerita dengan antusias, betapa bodohnya, but we livin it. Kalo katanya Les Brown one of my hero, "bayangin kalo kamu sudah ada di ambang kematian, terus kamu liat kembali hidupmu, hal-hal yang sudah kamu lakukan dan hal-hal yang kamu harap kamu lakukan, kalo kamu gak pernah act on it, act on your dream and anything you didn't do, it will die with you". Agak serem ya, But i'm sure it will make us see things differently.
Jadi apa penyesalanmu? I wish you dont have one, but if you do, don't stop. better regret done it, rather than keep wondering. Let's live ! Try and Filed ! and try again and see what happen :)
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