"MAD"ness



    Apa yang kamu lakukan pas lagi marah? Kadang aku nanya gitu sama orang. Menarik aja gitu, entah kenapa aku tertarik ngajukan pertanyaan itu ke orang yang setipe, jadi jawaban mereka sejenis, like "aku jarang marah" or "gak tau" "gak ada" "diem aja" ya pokoknya yang sejenis itu lah, intinya mereka jarang marah sama orang. Angry with themself i suppose. Tapi aku gak pernah bilang gitu, they know better right, its their own feeling. 

    Aku suka tertarik sama orang-orang yang kadang cannot see how much worhty they were, feeling insecure and shy etc. Gak ngerasa PD dengan diri sendiri atau bahkan malah minder. Sedihh banget deh kalo liat yang gitu, kek pengen langsung ku peluk terus bilang "you are beautyful" yah... tapi gak pernah langsung gitu sih, takut kali orang, yang ada ntar malah aku yang dikira need something atau dikira freak or gila hahaa.  
    
    Meskipun sejauh ini orang-orang yang katanya jarang marah itu, sekali dia marah, maybe thats the last time you will meet or talk to them. Iya.. sengeri itu. soalnya mereka don't even bother asking, they had enough they said. Parahnya lagi, gak berhenti sampe disitu, sometimes they even hate themself more because of that. and as you can imagine whats next.

    If you ask me, "kamu pemarahan ya berarti? i will say, its so hard to get me ke point yang bener-bener marah, malah aku sampe lupa kapan terakhir marah. kalo jengekel sering :D... yaelah sama aja kaliii... Eh beda dong, marah itu langkah selanjutnya dari jengkel, biasanya aku stop ditahap jengkel, soalnya aku udah ngeluarin atau nyelesaikan kejengkelan tersebut  sebelum problemnya naik level. I just realize this things baru sekarang pas lagi nulis ini. Biasanya aku juga bingung kenapa aku jarang banget marah. and now i know why. Well thanks to you :)

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