How is life?

Somebody asked me. Its hard. No wonder kalo dulu waktu kecil kita liat orang dewasa susah banget senyum. Well sekarang kita yang udah dewasa, terus tau. Ooohhhhh... pantes, GROWN UP SUCKS!

Well... Meybe not. this is just temporary.  Before i move forward to the wonderful positife bright future that i want. I want to describe this moment. Now i'm 28 yo. Just get married. i dont know but i hope it is a blessing. My beloved dad just passed away after that. And quit my job. Now im unemployed young married woman. Maybe some of you think, well at least you get married lucky you. As i mention before i hope so, i'm lucky because of that. 

I'm not here to just complaining my all feeling... or maybe i am. I know and i believe everyone have their own problem. and we should be grateful. i am into that idea too. just i will explain my felling and situation right now since i've got no one to talk to now. 

I used to have some of friend to talk to. But i dont know. Maybe this is just where the time we all in crisis so we can not have each others back, or maybe i just so god damn selfish so they sick of, i dont know. So yeah.. because life is so hard already, cannot add more from outside and btw even if we talk sounds like we have more problem. 

So now here i am writing it all down. That i dont know what will i do, well i know what i want to do, which is become a great speaker in self develompent area who will work around another inspiring people, to inspire other to do better in their life. i just dont know how to get there yet. Well i'm constantly learning, just cannot see how to start doing it. I would like to contiue study and become the example,that you know As a women we need to be smart and intelegence. of course not only just to go to school, but for me that one way to see it. And it is same just couldn't see how yet. Of course another thing is i wanna become a writer. Which i believe, if i can write everyday. I'm a writer. And still i dont. 

So yeah..thats the things. Now im at home, figureing out whats for dinner, and my mother in law just called me suggesting that i can cook for one time, same menu for lunch then i can eat it again for dinner, so i can save energy and money. Which i response with thankyou. The problem is i dont want to eat like that. And i get that, she just suggesting and wants the best for me and his son, well in my mind she dont want me to spent his son money. And i think maybe if i got some job, she will never say like that. 

But again that just me being negative. Ofcourse she love me, and again wants the best for all. So... Thats the answer of how is life lately. wish you have a better day...

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