Go with the flow
Hello again, long time see :)
Yesss... Udah lama rasanya gak let it something happen as it is, like it is. Percaya sih kalo bakal selalu ada yang guide, Tapi gak tau kenapa suka kadang lost sama perasaan sendiri, bingung, takut, karna gak tau nanti kedepannya gimana. Takut gagal, takut ngecewain keluarga, pacar, temen, boss, client, siapapun itu, yang terpenting takut ngecewain diri sendiri, malu sama semua kemungkinan-kemungkinan yang ada.
Kadang suka lupa kalo ada kemungkinan-kemungkinan buruk pasti ada kemungkinan-kemungkinan kebalikannya. Kayak setelah semua yang dilewatin, sampe dititik dimana pun kita berdiri sekarang. Dengan semua ketakutan kita sama masa depan, mungkin kita (which I adress it specialy to me) harus liat kebelakang, bahwa segimana pun susahnya, worried nya, beratnya, it will pass, and always lead as to another, something that lead as to who we are now.
As I see it that way, sometimes I said to myself, is it the way? cuma nyampe sini? segini aja? Which I don't want, that's why i always questioning myself, yang kadang looks like beating myself up. Dunno if its good or no. But I see it as a reminder that I need to keep going, should moving forward, keep growing and not settled, Well if we see it that way, feels like a good one, but tiring at the same time. Like you keep questioning but never find the right answer, because you never know, and not knowing things is tiring and makes you feel worried and afraid, and back to the circle.
See...! Lupa kalo ada kemungkinan sebaliknya. Kalo no matter what it is, its leads you to who you are now ( I hope its something better). I believe so, soalnya no matter how bad it is, you still here, which mean you survive, and that's a good thing. Kalo ada tambahan like you become better or at least you learn, than that's a plus. We can always wish, do, and expect for the best. It was all the same wether we worried from the future or wish for the best. we never know. so why don't we see it in the good way.
If you say, because there will always a chance that it will turn out not okay, not like we want, and we can say yes of course ! but there will always a chance it will turn out exactly like we wish for, or even better. So... let's see both, but wish for what wish for. But what if...?. Yes what if!
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